this time of year is usually my favorite—like, i start planning our family christmas parties in the summer.
but it wasn’t the same this year. nothing was the same this year.
and still, i’m excited about 2017. i’m ready for 2017.
the truth is, i’m just barely getting through these holidays…
nowhere i am is where i wanna be.
no one i’m with is who i wanna be around.
none of the things i normally enjoy are what i want to do.
but i’m counting down the hours—it’s almost over.
and a new year awaits. one that i’m looking forward to.